The Little Things

My Bucket List

1. watch the sunrise

2. learn to surf

3. learn how to fix my own car

4. go on a road trip that I realize will be meaningful to me in the near future.

More to come.

House Party Theme

Fast & Furious.

at least we’ll be looking good for it ;)

I give in. 

I really cannot stop thinking about you.

I guess I’ve been in denial for quite some time. I haven’t even known you for a full 6 months. Whenever I see you, I get nervous and or angry. At you, sometimes, but in the end, I’m mad at myself for falling for you.

It was never your intention to treat me this way, but I can’t help but feel like it was your intention regardless. I shouldn’t feel so resentful and angry at you, but…I just wish we didn’t have to turn out to be like this…

I just wish you knew…

Can’t sleep…

because the wind is so strong that it rattles my window. What the fuck, Davis. Really now? Hurricane winds since the beginning of the quarter. This is not what I signed up for.

Vanish

It’s not every day, but I still find myself thinking about you. I miss you as a person, as a close friend. I wish things didn’t turn out like this, but this is best for both of us. I told you that you mean a lot to me. You still do, and you always will mean a lot to me. I care about you too much to burn your bridge. I wish you didn’t always have to disappear and then come out of nowhere like the way you do. Sure, I might have liked you in the past, but that means something, doesn’t it? It meant that I honestly had good feelings toward you, and that I wanted to be there for you.

I miss you. It hurts whenever I don’t hear from you. You’re fading from my memory, and it feels as though I never had the chance to say goodbye. 

Please take care of yourself. I miss you so much, and we’re not even together. 

A Day Late…but

Happy birthday, CC :) it bothers me that I don’t get to hear from you as often since we’re both busy now, but I still wish you the best. You taught me to smile, and literally turned my life around ever since. I miss you every day, waiting for the day I’ll get to see you again. It’s nearly 8 months now.
Maybe in the near future?

PSA: VIRTUAL REALITY

VIRTUAL REALITY IS NOT REAL. 

We would like to think that it is real because it is ideal and it reflects our inner desires and ideal world. 

REALITY ITSELF IS NOT IDEAL, NOR DOES IT REFLECT OUR DESIRES AND NEEDS. 

VIRTUAL LIFE IS NOT OUR REALITY.